05/14/26 - In bed on Tumblr and listening to music from Minecraft

These past two weeks before summer vacation have been very stressful. A lot of shit has gone down in my personal life and finals week is approaching much faster than I felt it would’ve. I’m looking forward to summer vacation, and I think that anticipation is messing with my perception of time. I feel like moments drag on for very very long but once those moments pass, they feel very short. I haven’t felt grounded much either. I haven't been able to sit down and draw, or write, or read for a little while because it's been hard for me to focus on tasks.

The end of this school year overall just feels very gray. I feel like I should be much more hyped up than I am. It feels like a weird transitional phase, it's all awkward and it kinda just fizzling out.

Right now, I’m laying in my bed on tumblr (and writing my blog) while listening to music from minecraft. My room is stuffy, and I have my fan blowing over my bed. My laptop is warm on my lap. It’s a nice moment. It’s the most peaceful I’ve felt for a while. I value moments like these a lot because it's relieving to have quiet after so much constant noise.

This is just a short little blog entry so I can look back on this moment at some point